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Through Jenna’s Eyes


She fills my soul

She fills my soul

then wrecks me;

She dances 

light and fierce. 


Just four years old,

Jenna tells me, 

“Look at that plastic bag; 

I see faces in it. 

Do you see them?”

She tells me,

“I hear TV 

when it's not on, 

I hear it in my head.”

Then asks me

if I hear it too. 


With a crown of curls

That twist and furl,

Her mood spikes 

and falls with the wind. 

She submits only 

to thunder,

Then asks me, 

“Mama, Do I make

The storms come?”


She fills my soul 

then wrecks me, 

she dances 

light and fierce.


Jenna asks me, 

“Are the bumps 

on the road 

giant worms 

underneath?”

 She asks me, 

“How do I (not) 

have a baby when

I grow up?”


With a crown of curls

That twist and furl,

Her mood spikes 

and falls with the wind. 

She submits only 

to thunder,

Then asks me, 

“Mama, Do I make

The storms come?”


Jenna says, 

“Five teddy bears 

flew across my ceiling

Last night. 

I wanted you 

to see them,

but you were sleeping.”

And so I was. 

 

She fills my soul 

then wrecks me, 

she dances 

light and fierce.




(C) 2024 BMI

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